From Dawn to Dusk... the journal |
Sunday, April 28, 2002 * one question... Ever think that if you were only allowed one question... only one... what should/would it be? Is there a God? Would you use it on that?... or do you already know that answer. Is there a Hell? Depends on what you mean by Hell... but you might know that one too. Am I loved? I think most of us know. Will I achieve success? This one's ambiguous... Guess some may want to know 'if OJ did it' or 'if Elvis is still alive'... but I think that somehow we know the answers to these too. It just seems that all our lives we search for answers... only to one day realize we've always had them. I'm not at all sure where this is going, but it seems to have found a place. Back to the one question. The thing is, if the opportunity arose, I don't know what I would ask - and this bothers me. There should/could be an answer out there that makes things clear... if I only knew what question to ask. But then again, it can't be that simple - can it? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Moving on from here. Tomorrow is the last of my tests for this go round. There's a bone density scheduled for early am. This is to see if there's bone loss due to the surgery, radiation, and lack of hormone replacement therapy. I'm hoping NOT and then I can keep on with regular Calcium supplements. But if so, I guess they'll put me on one of those intensified programs. Then there's a catscan a little later to determine if 'things are as they should be' - due to some discomfit I have and also due to my own family history - a precaution. Once these 2 tests are out of the way, I hoping for clear sailing through the summer... Wishing the same for all of you! Rian |
one woman's journey a day at a time "to touch the cup with eager lips and taste not drain it" |
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